Portland

Rainy, cold, Portland, Oregon. Today was so crazy busy, 9am work out, 10:30am online chemistry class, 11:30am I had to go to a local university to do a chemistry practicum while I skyped my Columbia professor as well as find a dance studio to do the same with my Columbia dance teacher, I ended up not eating anything from last night till 2pm. Then I went to go back to the tour bus and Julian stuck his head outside the window "GET ON THE BUS!" and I smiled and went to go run over to the door and I see Julian turn his head back in the bus and he shouted "Will you SHUT THE FUCK UP?" And I at first thought it was a joke but then I entered the bus and saw Beardo drunk arguing with Julian while laying on a couch and Julian was close to me with his arms out confusedly.

CHRISTINA

(slowly walks in and puts an arm around JULES' waist, quietly) Hey, what's going on?

JULES

(notices CHRISTINA and puts his arm around her shoulder) What? Nothing. 

BEARDO

(drunkenly) No, ... it's not nothing!

JEFF

Fucking quit it, man!

BEARDO

Fuck her. (he throws his water bottle and it hits CHRISTINA in the face. She lets go of JULES as he steps forward)

JULES

Dude! Stop! (CHRISTINA looks down on the floor and sees the water bottle and then shoots her head up, eyes like daggers, BEARDO is taken aback by the death glare and is physically jolted. JULES notices his fear and whips his head around and sees CHRISTINA ready to pounce and as she takes a step forward and throws her arm out JULES grabs both her arms back and escorts her off the bus) No, no, no, not here.

CHRISTINA

What the fuck is his problem!

JULES

I don't know. He's an asshole.

CHRISTINA

I mean...what the fuck! I've literally been nothing but nice to him, he called me a phony yesterday...haha what an old fucking loser.

JULES

I know, I know, but we gotta deal with it for the time being. Don't be nice to him anymore, just don't even talk to him. 

CHRISTINA

I didn't! I walked into a fucking fight!

JULES

I know, he was drunk, let's just get some food. 

CHRISTINA

Ugh...fucking dick.

And that's where I'm at with Beardo right now. And for those of you who've emailed me about Beardo being a rape-y little freak, Julian does know, but as you can see above, there's really nothing he can do about it. I told him he could ask Albert or Nick to play for the Voidz but he said they couldn't and were too busy...and then promptly said "Well at least I don't have to worry about you getting too close with any of my bandmates..." to which I smacked him on the shoulder and he laughed. Har har, Jules. We got grilled cheese and soup (I know, soup addicts this week) and ate at a library in Portland. Sadly not Women and Women First but still a pretty cool library. I had to watch a court class while Jules messed around with playing some new songs then we got dinner alone and hung out watching youtube videos and tv till it was time for him to go on. I'm okay with Beardo being an ass to me, I just hope he doesn't ruin Julian's mood. I love him, his happiness is more important to me right now. And let's quote a popular song here folks..."A little time with you is all that I get..."

Somebody got this amazing picture of Jules looking at me during dinner last night and it's positively radiant. What a cutie. Night folks.